Daily Tracy´s Blogs

Hi, I’m back. Thank god that  had no storm in my heart. My sunshine was back to my world, my blanket was back to cover my body , and my smiles  was back on my face . I’m so happy about that.

For my heart it was a beautifull day but for Hanoi it wasn’t. From 4am in the early morning a very big rain fell down on all over of Ha noi, where local people  was still sleeping. Everyone was waked up and I’m sure that it was hard to fall to sleep again. I knew that because I was in that case too.

8 am I went out from my house to go to work but this trip wasn’t going smoothly. It was still raining hard, and I had to wear rain coat. But if just that I had nothing to complain at all. In the midle of my familiar way to work, i cathed a really huge traffic jam.

There, in front of me, hundreds of motorbike and many cars  was stucked. All did just the same thing that go aheard cm by cm under the rain. I did that too for about 10 mins then i thought i can’t handle it anymore longer. And I turned back, find another way to go to work even I knew that go by this way it took more longer time for me to get to my office. But you see, i had no choise, then just did it. I went around the West Lake, make almost a circle. Finaly after about 1 more hour I touched my office but almost  wet.

Today is sunday, but for me not a beautifull day at all. Rain outside my window and rain in my heart. I want to cry but why can not cry out lound? Some more days Ha noi will have a storm but i hope will have no storm for me.

 Sometime I feel that why God does like that to me? I did something wrong? Why always takes good things away from me? It has been longtime ago my heart beats arrhythmia like this. More than anything now, I want my sunny days back, i want smiles appear on my face again.

“Bad Day” this song is the state of my mind today. When this grey clound will disappear? I want sunshine light up my day again. I will not stop hoping that.

Without this sunshine, I feel like a kid have no blanket, feel so cold and lonely. Wish one day, sunshine will open it’s warm arms to hold me tight. Lets me experience how is happy like. I miss you my sunshine!

Hi you guys

Today is a sunny day. Sunshire goes throught my window to show a new day. I waked up with a smile, thought about things i will do in a day. Today i will have my computer back from the store. Imagine one day you don’t have computer to go online, to check news or event gossip news, talk with friend, write on blog, woww that’s bad, very bad for me.

Last night i stayed up late to watch Micheal Jackson’s memorial on CNN channel.  I cried so much but i had to hide to my nephew, just afraid he will laught at me. You know hihi sometime people still action like a baby. And me too, sometime still action like a little Vietnamese Girl.

Days ago from now, i listen to Micheal Jackson’s music so many times. I have my own way to memory about him. I love Moonwalk step and the way Micheal Jackson move his body. So smoonth, so strong, so eventful, make me  just want to move my body follow the amazing melody .

 You guys let’s turn the music on, now i want to hear Billie Jean. Let’s rock your world by this song with me.